Diary Room!

[Jessica]

Hi everyone! Jessica here! I felt so bad for Healeb when they lost HOH but I like Monisa too. They did the same noms I would've too! Oldbeard are gross and Jessie's all mysterious and gone. Is he only here once a year like Santa Claus?

I talked to Nathan and if we stay safe after Veto and win HOH we'll keep Monisa safe too. He said he likes Healeb and Matoria too, so he has good taste! Ryelle and Leole are ok. Just ok. I hope they don't turn out boring.

Oh my I want things to heat up soon! Then the fun can really start!

[Jessica]

Oopsies, Chelsia went bye bye instead of Jessie! Only Nathica told Jessie to go but it's fine! Donsie is all leftovery and boring too. I hope they're put up. It'd be funny!

I messaged Natey about HOH but he never got back to me. I don't want poor little me doing it by myself. My tiny shoulders can't carry him! I'd be a Jessica pancake! Nobody talks alliances much. Is it the twist? Some couples are half duds so that could be it.

Healeb and Monisa aren't like that though! Victoria and Ryan are always gone so Matoria and Ryelle are only half good! I talked to Leo and he's nice but Leole's still just ok. I want to see personality so they don't put me to sleep!

[Jessica]

Leole won?  My word! Time for Jessica to pucker up and tell Nicole yay team! Natey kept me waiting. I had to, it's too early to be sneaky-sneak like that. IDK who's going up. Donsie's so easy they have to go up. Are Leole dumb? I hope not!

I want to tell Nicole the top pairs should be competition besties. We did good so she should keep us safe. It could get Ryelle or Matoria up and little ol' me stays innocent!

[Jessica]

Oh no, Leole put me and Natey up with Matoria! Leo said it was cause Natey's inactive. I had no internet on the weekend too. Where was Natey? Why they no put up Donsie instead of Matoria or cute little me? These noms are boring and dumb, boring-dumb! IDK if I trust activity as a reason. Matty's like on every day! Leo said hi after 4 days and Nicole's not super active too!

Leole are all sketchy-sketch. They can be all like boring with Donsie though, so it's ok! Natey not doing Veto yet makes me mad more. Why's he waiting? Sleep after we win dumb dumb. If we lose I think Healeb, Monisa, and Danielle will keep me! I wanna talk to Donsie and Ryan too! I can do it!

[Jessica]

I dunno what Ryelle's thinking. Is Natey so boring he's dragging poor little me down? What up with Nicole putting Monisa up as replacements? I felt dirty playing up to Donsie for votes but Jessie said they were voting for me to stay. It's funny because they're better than I thought!

Matty said he doesn't know how he's voting, and it makes me sad. Someone's going around saying I was going after Matoria and Monisa! Me? If poor innocent me could just control who Leole put up, I wouldn't be nominated! Matty won't even talk to me, I bet Nathan made him all dumb. I thought Matty was smart.

Dani won't give me an answer either! She says nobody talks voting with her and she doesn't know what she'll do! Healeb said she talked to them so she's being sketch. Ryelle's like probly all tight with Matoria. I think the vote's going to tie so I keep talking to Leo! Nicole too kinda sorta. He says he feels bad I'm up and that he'll keep me. I like think maybe I should work with Healeb and Leole to boot Ryelle and Matoria if I stay! That might work!

[Jessica]

Matty's a bad liar! He said nobody talked to him about me! I asked how he was voting and he told me the rules said he could tell the nominees his vote! Like, what a joke! Jessica's done with him! I like Ryan better! He was honest about voting me out! I'm like in shock Matty said this though!

(3:47:32 PM) Matt: I don't think I'm allowed to say who I vote for with the nominees. I mean, I think that's a big brother rule. Let me check
(3:51:59 PM) jessicahrnf: ok
(3:52:38 PM) Matt: yeah, i don't think I can.
(3:52:53 PM) jessicahrnf: thats ok!

[Jessica]

HOH made me all sad panda cause I thought I'd be nominated! Then the whole house went all kablooey! Healeb wanted to make Ryelle think Matt's all sketchy sketch so they'd put up Matoria. They were all like let's make a house meeting and call him out, but I didn't think it was a good idea! They did it anyway and even invited Shir!

It started and everybody turned like totally crazy! Healeb called out Matt! Matt fought with Healeb! Then Healeb fought with Ryan! Luisa and Leo showed up and Luisa was so confused. Poor Donsie won't know what to think either.

Healeb kept going and going, it was awkward. I love them both but it's not a good look! They just kept throwing shade at Matt and Ryan! Me and Danielle didn't even know what to say. She promised Luisa and me wouldn't be nominated though! The more we talk the more I think. Maybe when we're done pairs I should work with Danielle a little? I can use this week to see. If she keeps her promise, we'll see!

[Jessica]

Dani kept her promise! Not playing Veto makes me kinda sorta sad cause I wanna be super safe! Its kinda all mixed baggy though. Playing would like be nice, but it can totally be good too! Little ol' me would be all stuck! Healeb would want me to use it on them! It's the same with Leole cause Leo kept me! I bet Dani wants the noms to stay all the same too!

If I can't win it, I can't make anybody all mad with it and it's win-win! I wonder if Donsie would use Veto if they won it? That'd be bad for me! Jessica can't have that! I've gotta try talking to Ryan too in case Healeb wins POV! I don't want them going boom hurting me instead!

[Jessica]

Ryelle winning Veto was like the best scenario so I'm happy they won! Before Veto, Dani said she wanted to partner with me from now on! I love her and the plan but I'm not putting all my eggsies in one basket. I'm all working with Dani and with people who don't like Dani. It's like one of those tighty rope things! Little ol' me isn't trying to get people after Dani though!

Caleb started campaigning behind Heather's back and I was all shocked. He asked me to vote him out and gave up on the board. Then he goes all sneaky-sneak and sketchy behind Heather's back! Me and Luisa were shocked and Heather was hurt. We're still keeping Heather too! Leo tried to be all guilt trippy to me cause he kept me. I almost went home because he put me up though! So it's all like they cancel out! Nicole didn't put me up!

I think Leo might be working with Matoria! He said they were keeping him! Luisa wants to go all against Matoria so she wants to keep Nicole and I agree! We even made a foursome with Heather and Nicole too! Dani said she wants Nicole to go over Leo but I'm helping Caleb go when Donny wants him to stay. One vote's all what Dani wants and one's all yay for Luisa and Heather. It's all like what's best for Jessica!

[Jessica]

I was so happy when I saw Heather beat Victoria and won! It means one of Ryelle or Matoria's gonna be all gone this round! Victoria going like 12 hours mades me mad. Like she totally just shows up to vote and do comps. She not like around for other stuff! I want her gone pretty soon.

Heather's noms were sorta weird though. We all thought she'd put up Ryan and Danielle but she put up Ryan and Heather! She was all like 'its ok as long as Danielle doesn't win Veto!' and we're all like wondering why she didn't put Danielle up! Course I have my little alliance with Dani but maybe Heather does too?

I love Heather and Dani but if one of them gets close to F2 that all sortsa bad news for me! I'm gonna have to take them out sometime even though I don't wanna. Maybe I'll try keeping Matt and Donny around for a bit more! Little ol' me might even try to tie the vote this week if things go all weird to see what Heathers thinking more!

[Jessica]

This week is like so crazy! Everybody totally ditched Matt and he got sent home. Then we hear somebody's gonna come back and Jerry wins it! IDK what to think of Jerry coming back since he got all evicted super early. He did scary good on the comp too! I wonder if he'll like go with Donny 'cause they were all partners and stuff. If that happened it'd like be good for me. It'd be like going all swippy swappy and getting Jerry instead of super sketchy Matt! Nathan was all lame about it though. Such. A. Drag.

We like get another week to get Ryan all out of the house and I'm totally thinking Jerry could maybe beat him in HOH or POV. Trying to make a deal with Victoria or Ryan if they win HOH is totally not happening. Since they're all never online I should probs be trying to see if I can get one with Jerry! I still kindsa feel good about Dani but I can't keep her after Ryan, Victoria and Jerry go!

It makes me sad 'cause I really do like her but little ol' me has what I want all up in my brain! I think if I get to the Final 5 with the girl party and Donny I have a good chance! I can't be all super speedy Jessica though! One. Step. At. A. Time!

[Jessica]

Ryan won HOH this week! That's like the worst thing that could happen. I thought I might go up but I figured I'd be all replacement like. It super sucks being up next to Luisa cause I like her and think I could beat her at F2! Maybe Veto's gonna be something Ryan won't win and I can get off? He told me he thought Victoria was gonna get removed but he coulda been all easy with it and put her up!

I think I have Heather and Danielle for votes if I stay up. Ryan was all about bye bye Luisa so I think he probs keeps me in a tie! I wanna say I got Nicole but IDK for sure. Jerry talked a bunch with me too and was like wanting to work together so I think if I don't go all Caleb I'm good! Ryan has to GGPO for realsies next week too. Its no fun when he's like never around and wins stuff!

[Jessica]

When Heather won POV I gots kinda happy cause I thought there'd like be some teeny tiny chance we could get a plan going. She was all like talking about being super sad one of us is going and didn't know what we could do! We talked on how its like mega impossible to pitch anything to Ryan but I wanted to at least try! I like told Nicole I wanted to try but she said people might target me more if I did. She was probs all worried that if Heather took me off she'd go up instead.

It's all like weird though. Heather was all saying she didn't wanna use the Veto since she'd like have to choose but she's totally gonna have to anyway! She kindsa like chose Nicole over me or Luisa by not using Veto so I might haveta keep my eyes on them if I stay! Right now though I need to try and get votes and I think I at least have Jerry and Dani's. I probs have Heather and Nicole's but I gotsa make sure! Ryan said Luisa was his target too, so if Victoria is alive and it ties I'll probs be ok.

Would a Jessica, Jerry, Donny side deal be all smart to ask on if I make it through? IDK, cause I don't want people going hey Jessica's all shady-shade! But its all number-crunchy time after this and I don't wanna risk from Donny like surprise! Evicted! Gotta make sure Donny and Jerry keep me first though!

[Jessica]

I'm totally happy right now! Everybody kept me and Victoria got removed! Then Nicole won HOH so we can like try to get Ryan out again! It's good cause I've been talking to Heather and Nicole for a bit about noms if one of us won. When I was saying we could totally put Ryan and Jerry up so he can beat Ryan in Veto they thought it was a good idea and were ready to do it! After Nicole talked to Heather though, she changed her mind and said she wanted to put Danielle up next to Ryan! I like guess its ok cause Ryan's still the target, but my idea worked too.

IDK if they even talk to Dani or just go being all guessing she'll take Ryan to the end! It's funny little old me's got a deal with everybody but Donny and Ryan. What's Donny even think on stuff anyway? Is he like with us or just doing his own thing and pretending? That's all hard to say but I wanna find out! Something super weird is before she won HOH I thought Nicole could like be my best chance to win. It might be Donny and Jerry if Ryan goes though!

There's like so many options for me. I gotsa choose and get some blood on me from being a teeny bit stabby-stabby! If I'm at the bottom I wanna move up and be all Jessica 2.0!

[Jessica]

Veto was like super hard! I started it all late and really got tough with the last one! It got super late so I almost passed out too. Hopefully Ryan did really bad at it and someone else won! I talked to Nicole a little about who she'd put up if Ryan won just to be safe. She said she'd put up Donny or Jerry which is totally what I thought she'd do! I'm hoping Ryan loses but I wanna have a plan just in case! If I can get her to put up Donny then I might be able to make a deal with Dani and Jerry so she'd be ok with putting up Ryan if she wins HOH. It might be all risky and sketchy sketch, but it could probs work. If she thinks she has an alliance of 3 and will put Ryan up too that gives us an extra person working against him! It depends on what Jerry would think about keeping her too, but like I think he'd be ok with it.

The bad thing is it'd like make Heather and Nicole upset, but it's totally meant to help them a bit too! I just wanna make sure Dani wouldn't be playing me!