Week 10 - Diary Room

[Heather]

1/18/2015

Final Three!  After all the back and forth between Ryan and Nic and me this season, the fact that we're all still here is nothing short of insane.  The only thing standing between a Heather and Nicole Final Two right now is Ryan, and even though he's been a beast to contend with so far, I'm feeling pretty confident heading into this last Head of Household Competition.  I know that I can win the endurance portion of this comp, which means that I'll automatically advance to Part Three.  Hopefully it'll be us blondies facing off, but if it's me against Ryan I'm ready for one final showdown.  I want to be the one to take him out and put him on the jury, or vice versa; he's been gunning for me for a long time now but if he wants the job done, then he's gonna have to do it himself.  Game on BAE.

[Heather]

1/19/2015



That endurance portion was brutal but I won so it's all worth it!  I definitely overexerted myself, which is a little lame, but you know, it honestly doesn't bother me all that much.  I'd much rather be safe than sorry at this point and while I didn't think that Ryan would be very good at this kind of competition, you know what they say about assuming!

The best case scenario obviously is for Nicole to kick Ryan's butt in whatever is next, but if she loses it's not the end of the world.  I'm not afraid to face off against him in the last part.

I've thought about it a lot and if I do win Part Three, I'm not so sure that Ryan would be guaranteed a win in front of that jury... at the end of the day though Nicole is my girl and I just don't think that I could ever turn on her.  Even though the votes might not be as obviously set in stone if it's Nicole and me in the finals, I'm confident in the game that I've played and I think that I have a chance at winning either way.  At the end of the day if the jury is bitter (and there are a lot of big egos in that group so it's very possible,) then I'd rather lose to Nicole anyway.  It's not that I don't respect the way that Ryan has played and I do like the guy, but next to Nicole, it's no contest.  She and I go together like peanut butter and jelly; we'll be friends forever and if I don't win I want her to.


Love.

[Heather]

1/19/2015

So I was listening to 'Let It Go' today, because that's what I like to jam out to in my car LOL and I was thinking about how a lot of the housemates have parallels to Frozen characters!  Here are my assessments:


<sub>Me!


Nicole (just add glasses.)


Leo?


Matt... Duke of "Weasel"-town indeed.


Donny.


Cabe (left) and Ryan.


Jerry enjoying retirement on a cruise.


"Nicole never bothered me anyway."</sub>

[Heather]

1/20/2015


_{Liquid courage, down the hatch!}

Ryan won Part Two, of course, and now I'll be facing off against him in A Juror's Verdict (most likely.)  The jury statements portion of the Final HOH is always such a crapshoot but I'm content with how I've played the game, so whatever happens, happens.  If I win I have a huge shot of winning this whole damn thing and if I lose... well then I'll probably be the final member of the jury.  I guess there's a chance that Ryan could take me to the end with him, but it'd probably be a hard sell.  Regardless of the outcome, it's been a blast being a part of this season.  It's been a crazy ride up until this point and one that I'll definitely never forget.  I feel like I've given 110% of myself the entire way and it's going to take some getting used to once it's all over with.

I've got one final, big obstacle left in my way... then, Britney willing, Nic and I will be going to the Final Two.  It's all in the hands of fate at this point.  It's time to roll the dice; it's time to (hopefully) get lucky.

[Heather]

1/20/2015



I feel giddier than Jan Brady when George Glass sends her flowers.  Seriously, I'm on cloud nine right now!  I did it!  



After ten weeks I finally took out the T-1000!  I'm not even sure that it's hit me just yet but Nicole and I are the Final Two.  It's amazing and as much as I've been hoping for this outcome for most of the season, I never actually thought that it would happen.  I don't like to get my hopes up, I usually wind up disappointed when I do but this is exactly how I wanted it to end. Nicole and I were a great team.  We worked so well together and in the end, all of our hard work paid off.  Now one of us will be crowned the winner!  I know that I've played an amazing game, and Nicole has played a great game too don't get me wrong but I think that I deserve the title.  I mean how can you convince other people to vote for you to win if you don't think that you played a winning game in the first place?  I'm confident but never cocky.  It's all up to the jury now!

[Heather]

1/23/2015

We're not too far into the Jury Q & A but I already feel like I'm running circles around Nicole in selling my game.  Don't get me wrong, Nicole would make a great winner in my opinion, and I'll be so happy for her if she does end up taking this home, but I really do feel that I deserve this over her.  I've always hated when people cite a bitter jury as the reason that they lost, but right now I just have a really bad feeling.  I think that I could lose and I don't fully understand why.

I'm not sure if it's my association with Caleb or how aggressively I played the game at certain points or what... I guess we'll see how the rest of this shakes out but ugh.