I think I gave a really strong performance in front of the jury, but I'm just not sure that it was enough. I feel like some people were looking for any excuse to vote against me. If I lose I'll be disappointed but Nicole played a great game too, so of course I'll be happy for her.
Being on this season has been such a blast though, seriously. Win or lose, I gave it my all and I'm proud of how I played.
To Kat and Shir, I seriously can't thank you enough for casting me and I hope that I didn't disappoint. It's been an honor to play in such a well run series and an absolute pleasure to be hosted by you both.
To Rhian, thanks as well, for everything that you do as a staff member and for putting up with all of my obsessing over silly little things. I truly appreciated you being there for me when I needed someone to vent to. I hope that I didn't annoy you too much.
To Mariah, you were always there for me too. You're a great friend and I love you.
To the rest of the PW's, hopefully I wasn't too boring! Thanks for following along and being flies on the wall for these past few months. I can't wait to join you all on the other side next season!
Lastly, to my fellow housemates (Nicole, Ryan and all the rest,) I truly did enjoy competing against and getting to know every last one of you. I hope that we can all stay in touch and continue to foster friendships outside of all this. I got a little snarky in here at times but that's what a Diary Room is for right? If I said anything harsh, please don't take it to heart. Every last one of you is a star.